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Homage to Catalonia

Chapter 1

In the Lenin Barracks in Barcelona, the day before I joined the militia, I
saw an Italian militiaman standing in front of the officers' table.

He was a tough-looking youth of twenty-five or six, with reddish-yellow hair
and powerful shoulders. His peaked leather cap was pulled fiercely over one eye.
He was standing in profile to me, his chin on his breast, gazing with a puzzled
frown at a map which one of the officers had open on the table. Something in his
face deeply moved me. It was the face of a man who would commit murder and throw
away his life for a friend--the kind efface you would expect in an Anarchist,
though as likely as not he was a Communist. There were both candour and ferocity
in it; also the pathetic reverence that illiterate people have for their
supposed superiors. Obviously he could not make head or tail of the map;
obviously he regarded map-reading as a stupendous intellectual feat. I hardly
know why, but I have seldom seen anyone--any man, I mean--to whom I have taken
such an immediate liking. While they were talking round the table some remark
brought it out that I was a foreigner. The Italian raised his head and said


I answered in my bad Spanish: 'No, Ingles. Y tu?'


As we went out he stepped across the room and gripped my hand very hard.
Queer, the affection you can feel for a stranger! It was as though his spirit
and mine had momentarily succeeded in bridging the gulf of language and
tradition and meeting in utter intimacy. I hoped he liked me as well as I liked
him. But I also knew that to retain my first impression of him I must not see
him again; and needless to say I never did see him again. One was always making
contacts of that kind in Spain.

I mention this Italian militiaman because he has stuck vividly in my memory.
With his shabby uniform and fierce pathetic face he typifies for me the special
atmosphere of that time. He is bound up with all my memories of that period of
the war--the red flags in Barcelona, the gaunt trains full of shabby soldiers
creeping to the front, the grey war-stricken towns farther up the line, the
muddy, ice-cold trenches in the mountains.

This was in late December 1936, less than seven months ago as I write, and
yet it is a period that has already receded into enormous distance. Later events
have obliterated it much more completely than they have obliterated 1935, or
1905, for that matter. I had come to Spain with some notion of writing newspaper
articles, but I had joined the militia almost immediately, because at that time
and in that atmosphere it seemed the only conceivable thing to do. The
Anarchists were still in virtual control of Catalonia and the revolution was
still in full swing. To anyone who had been there since the beginning it
probably seemed even in December or January that the revolutionary period was
ending; but when one came straight from England the aspect of Barcelona was
something startling and overwhelming. It was the first time that I had ever been
in a town where the working class was in the saddle. Practically every building
of any size had been seized by the workers and was draped with red flags or with
the red and black flag of the Anarchists; every wall was scrawled with the
hammer and sickle and with the initials of the revolutionary parties; almost
every church had been gutted and its images burnt. Churches here and there were
being systematically demolished by gangs of workmen. Every shop and cafe had an
inscription saying that it had been collectivized; even the bootblacks had been
collectivized and their boxes painted red and black. Waiters and shop-walkers
looked you in the face and treated you as an equal. Servile and even ceremonial
forms of speech had temporarily disappeared. Nobody said 'Senior' or 'Don' or
even 'Usted'; everyone called everyone else 'Comrade' and 'Thou', and said
'Salud!' instead of 'Buenos dias'. Tipping was forbidden by law; almost my first
experience was receiving a lecture from a hotel manager for trying to tip a
lift-boy. There were no private motor-cars, they had all been commandeered, and
all the trams and taxis and much of the other transport were painted red and
black. The revolutionary posters were everywhere, flaming from the walls in
clean reds and blues that made the few remaining advertisements look like daubs
of mud. Down the Ramblas, the wide central artery of the town where crowds of
people streamed constantly to and fro, the loudspeakers were bellowing
revolutionary songs all day and far into the night. And it was the aspect of the
crowds that was the queerest thing of all. In outward appearance it was a town
in which the wealthy classes had practically ceased to exist. Except for a small
number of women and foreigners there were no 'well-dressed' people at all.
Practically everyone wore rough working-class clothes, or blue overalls, or some
variant of the militia uniform. All this was queer and moving. There was much in
it that I did not understand, in some ways I did not even like it, but I
recognized it immediately as a state of affairs worth fighting for. Also I
believed that things were as they appeared, that this was really a workers'
State and that the entire bourgeoisie had either fled, been killed, or
voluntarily come over to the workers' side; I did not realize that great numbers
of well-to-do bourgeois were simply lying low and disguising themselves as
proletarians for the time being.

Together with all this there was something of the evil atmosphere of war. The
town had a gaunt untidy look, roads and buildings were in poor repair, the
streets at night were dimly lit for fear of air--raids, the shops were mostly
shabby and half-empty. Meat was scarce and milk practically unobtainable, there
was a shortage of coal, sugar, and petrol, and a really serious shortage of
bread. Even at this period the bread-queues were often hundreds of yards long.
Yet so far as one could judge the people were contented and hopeful. There was
no unemployment, and the price of living was still extremely low; you saw very
few conspicuously destitute people, and no beggars except the gipsies. Above
all, there was a belief in the revolution and the future, a feeling of having
suddenly emerged into an era of equality and freedom. Human beings were trying
to behave as human beings and not as cogs in the capitalist machine. In the
barbers' shops were Anarchist notices (the barbers were mostly Anarchists)
solemnly explaining that barbers were no longer slaves. In the streets were
coloured posters appealing to prostitutes to stop being prostitutes. To anyone
from the hard-boiled, sneering civilization of the English--speaking races there
was something rather pathetic in the literalness with which these idealistic
Spaniards took the hackneyed phrases of revolution. At that time revolutionary
ballads of the naivest kind, all about proletarian brotherhood and the
wickedness of Mussolini, were being sold on the streets for a few centimes each.
I have often seen an illiterate militiaman buy one of these ballads, laboriously
spell out the words, and then, when he had got the hang of it, begin singing it
to an appropriate tune.

All this time I was at the Lenin Barracks, ostensibly in training for the
front. When I joined the militia I had been told that I should be sent to the
front the next day, but in fact I had to wait while a fresh centuria was got
ready. The workers' militias, hurriedly raised by the trade unions at the
beginning of the war, had not yet been organized on an ordinary army basis. The
units of command were the 'section', of about thirty men, the centuria, of about
a hundred men, and the 'column', which in practice meant any large number of
men. The Lenin Barracks was a block of splendid stone buildings with a riding--
school and enormous cobbled courtyards; it had been a cavalry barracks and had
been captured during the July fighting. My centuria slept in one of the stables,
under the stone mangers where the names of the cavalry chargers were still
inscribed. All the horses had been seized and sent to the front, but the whole
place still smelt of horse-piss and rotten oats. I was at the barracks about a
week. Chiefly I remember the horsy smells, the quavering bugle-calls (all our
buglers were amateurs--I first learned the Spanish bugle-calls by listening to
them outside the Fascist lines), the tramp-tramp of hobnailed boots in the
barrack yard, the long morning parades in the wintry sunshine, the wild games of
football, fifty a side, in the gravelled riding--school. There were perhaps a
thousand men at the barracks, and a score or so of women, apart from the
militiamen's wives who did the cooking. There were still women serving in the
militias, though not very many. In the early battles they had fought side by
side with the men as a matter of course. It is a thing that seems natural in
time of revolution. Ideas were changing already, however. The militiamen had to
be kept out of the riding-school while the women were drilling there because
they laughed at the women and put them off. A few months earlier no one would
have seen anything comic in a woman handling a gun.

The whole barracks was in the state of filth and chaos to which the militia
reduced every building they occupied and which seems to be one of the
by-products of revolution. In every comer you came upon piles of smashed
furniture, broken saddles, brass cavalry-helmets, empty sabre-scabbards, and
decaying food. There was frightful wastage of food, especially bread. From my
barrack-room alone a basketful of bread was thrown away at every meal--a
disgraceful thing when the civilian population was short of it. We ate at long
trestle-tables out of permanently greasy tin pannikins, and drank out of a
dreadful thing called a porron. A porron is a sort of glass bottle with a
pointed spout from which a thin jet of wine spurts out whenever you tip it up;
you can thus drink from a distance, without touching it with your lips, and it
can be passed from hand to hand. I went on strike and demanded a drinking-cup as
soon as I saw a porron in use. To my eye the things were altogether too like
bed-bottles, especially when they were filled with white wine.

By degrees they were issuing the recruits with uniforms, and because this was
Spain everything was issued piecemeal, so that it was never quite certain who
had received what, and various of the things we most needed, such as belts and
cartridge-boxes, were not issued till the last moment, when the train was
actually waiting to take us to the front. I have spoken of the militia
'uniform', which probably gives a wrong impression. It was not exactly a
uniform. Perhaps a 'multiform' would be the proper name for it. Everyone's
clothes followed the same general plan, but they were never quite the same in
any two cases. Practically everyone in the army wore corduroy knee-breeches, but
there the uniformity ended. Some wore puttees, others corduroy gaiters, others
leather leggings or high boots. Everyone wore a zipper jacket, but some of the
jackets were of leather, others of wool and of every conceivable colour. The
kinds of cap were about as numerous as their wearers. It was usual to adorn the
front of your cap with a party badge, and in addition nearly every man. wore a
red or red and black handkerchief round his throat. A militia column at that
time was an extraordinary-looking rabble. But the clothes had to be issued as
this or that factory rushed them out, and they were not bad clothes considering
the circumstances. The shirts and socks were wretched cotton things, however,
quite useless against cold. I hate to think of what the militiamen must have
gone through in the earlier months before anything was organized. I remember
coming upon a newspaper of only about two months earlier in which one of the
P.O.U.M. leaders, after a visit to the front, said that he would try to see to
it that 'every militiaman had a blanket'. A phrase to make you shudder if you
have ever slept in a trench.

On my second day at the barracks there began what was comically called
'instruction'. At the beginning there were frightful scenes of chaos. The
recruits were mostly boys of sixteen or seventeen from the back streets of
Barcelona, full of revolutionary ardour but completely ignorant of the meaning
of war. It was impossible even to get them to stand in line. Discipline did not
exist; if a man disliked an order he would step out of the ranks and argue
fiercely with the officer. The lieutenant who instructed us was a stout,
fresh-faced, pleasant young man who had previously been a Regular Army officer,
and still looked like one, with his smart carriage and spick-and-span uniform.
Curiously enough he was a sincere and ardent Socialist. Even more than the men
themselves he insisted upon complete social equality between all ranks. I
remember his pained surprise when an ignorant recruit addressed him as 'Senor'.
'What! Senor? Who is that calling me Senor? Are we not all comrades?' I doubt
whether it made his job any easier. Meanwhile the raw recruits were getting no
military training that could be of the slightest use to them. I had been told
that foreigners were not obliged to attend 'instruction' (the Spaniards, I
noticed, had a pathetic belief that all foreigners knew more of military matters
than themselves), but naturally I turned out with the others. I was very anxious
to learn how to use a machine-gun; it was a weapon I had never had a chance to
handle. To my dismay I found that we were taught nothing about the use of
weapons. The so-called instruction was simply parade-ground drill of the most
antiquated, stupid kind; right turn, left turn, about turn, marching at
attention in column of threes and all the rest of that useless nonsense which I
had learned when I was fifteen years old. It was an extraordinary form for the
training of a guerilla army to take. Obviously if you have only a few days in
which to train a soldier, you must teach him the things he will most need; how
to take cover, how to advance across open ground, how to mount guards and build
a parapet--above all, how to use his weapons. Yet this mob of eager children,
who were going to be thrown into the front line in a few days' time, were not
even taught how to fire a rifle or pull the pin out of a bomb. At the time I did
not grasp that this was because there were no weapons to be had. In the P.O.U.M.
militia the shortage of rifles was so desperate that fresh troops reaching the
front always had to take their rifles from the troops they relieved in the line.
In the whole of the Lenin Barracks there were, I believe, no rifles except those
used by the sentries.

After a few days, though still a complete rabble by any ordinary standard, we
were considered fit to be seen in public, and in the mornings we were marched
out to the public gardens on the hill beyond the Plaza de Espana. This was the
common drill-ground of all the party militias, besides the Carabineros and the
first contingents of the newly formed Popular Army. Up in the public gardens it
was a strange and heartening sight. Down every path and alley-way, amid the
formal flower-beds, squads and companies of men marched stiffly to and fro,
throwing out their chests and trying desperately to look like soldiers. All of
them were unarmed and none completely in uniform, though on most of them the
militia uniform was breaking out in patches here and there. The procedure was
always very much the same. For three hours we strutted to and fro (the Spanish
marching step is very short and rapid), then we halted, broke the ranks, and
flocked thirstily to a little grocer's shop which was half-way down the hill and
was doing a roaring trade in cheap wine. Everyone was very friendly to me. As an
Englishman I was something of a curiosity, and the Carabinero officers made much
of me and stood me drinks. Meanwhile, whenever I could get our lieutenant into a
corner, I was clamouring to be instructed in the use of a machine-gun. I used to
drag my Hugo's dictionary out of my pocket and start on him in my villainous

'To se manejar fusil. Mo se manejar ametralladora. Quiero apprender
ametralladora. Quando vamos apprender ametralladora?'

The answer was always a harassed smile and a promise that there should be
machine-gun instruction manana. Needless to say manana never came. Several days
passed and the recruits learned to march in step and spring to attention almost
smartly, but if they knew which end of a rifle the bullet came out of, that was
all they knew. One day an armed Carabinero strolled up to us when we were
halting and allowed us to examine his rifle. It turned out that in the whole of
my section no one except myself even knew how to load the rifle, much less how
to take aim.

All this time I was having the usual struggles with the Spanish language.
Apart from myself there was only one Englishman at the barracks, and nobody even
among the officers spoke a word of French. Things were not made easier for me by
the fact that when my companions spoke to one another they generally spoke in
Catalan. The only way I could get along was to carry everywhere a small
dictionary which I whipped out of my pocket in moments of crisis. But I would
sooner be a foreigner in Spain than in most countries. How easy it is to make
friends in Spain I Within a day or two there was a score of militiamen who
called me by my Christian name, showed me the ropes, and overwhelmed me with
hospitality. I am not writing a book of propaganda and I do not want to idealize
the P.O.U.M. militia. The whole militia--system had serious faults, and the men
themselves were a mixed lot, for by this time voluntary recruitment was falling
off and many of the best men were already at the front or dead. There was always
among us a certain percentage who were completely useless. Boys of fifteen were
being brought up for enlistment by their parents, quite openly for the sake of
the ten pesetas a day which was the militiaman's wage; also for the sake of the
bread which the militia received in plenty and could smuggle home to their
parents. But I defy anyone to be thrown as I was among the Spanish working class
--I ought perhaps to say the Catalan working class, for apart from a few
Aragonese and Andalusians I mixed only with Catalans--and not be struck by
their essential decency; above all, their straightforwardness and generosity. A
Spaniard's generosity, in the ordinary sense of the word, is at times almost
embarrassing. If you ask him for a cigarette he will force the whole packet upon
you. And beyond this there is generosity in a deeper sense, a real largeness of
spirit, which I have met with again and again in the most unpromising
circumstances. Some of the journalists and other foreigners who travelled in
Spain during the war have declared that in secret the Spaniards were bitterly
jealous of foreign aid. All I can say is that I never observed anything of the
kind. I remember that a few days before I left the barracks a group of men
returned on leave from the front. They were talking excitedly about their
experiences and were full of enthusiasm for some French troops who had been next
to them at Huesca. The French were very brave, they said; adding
enthusiastically: 'Mas valientes que nosotros'--'Braver than we are!' Of course
I demurred, whereupon they explained that the French knew more of the art of war
--were more expert with bombs, machine-guns, and so forth. Yet the remark was
significant. An Englishman would cut his hand off sooner than say a thing like

Every foreigner who served in the militia spent his first few weeks in
learning to love the Spaniards and in being exasperated by certain of their
characteristics. In the front line my own exasperation sometimes reached the
pitch of fury. The Spaniards are good at many things, but not at making war. All
foreigners alike are appalled by their inefficiency, above all their maddening
unpunctuality. The one Spanish word that no foreigner can avoid learning is
manana--'tomorrow' (literally, 'the morning'). Whenever it is conceivably
possible, the business of today is put off until manana. This is so notorious
that even the Spaniards themselves make jokes about it. In Spain nothing, from a
meal to a battle, ever happens at the appointed time. As a general rule things
happen too late, but just occasionally--just so that you shan't even be able to
depend on their happening late--they happen too early. A train which is due to
leave at eight will normally leave at any time between nine and ten, but perhaps
once a week, thanks to some private whim of the engine-driver, it leaves at half
past seven. Such things can be a little trying. In theory I rather admire the
Spaniards for not sharing our Northern time-neurosis; but unfortunately I share
it myself.

After endless rumours, mananas, and delays we were suddenly ordered to the
front at two hours' notice, when much of our equipment was still unissued. There
were terrible tumults in the quartermaster's store; in the end numbers of men
had to leave without their full equipment. The barracks had promptly filled with
women who seemed to have sprung up from the ground and were helping their
men-folk to roll their blankets and pack their kit-bags. It was rather
humiliating that I had to be shown how to put on my new leather cartridge-boxes
by a Spanish girl, the wife of Williams, the other English militiaman. She was a
gentle, dark-eyed, intensely feminine creature who looked as though her life--
work was to rock a cradle, but who as a matter of fact had fought bravely in the
street-battles of July. At this time she was carrying a baby which was born just
ten months after the outbreak of war and had perhaps been begotten behind a

The train was due to leave at eight, and it was about ten past eight when the
harassed, sweating officers managed to marshal us in the barrack square. I
remember very vividly the torchlit scene--the uproar and excitement, the red
flags flapping in the torchlight, the massed ranks of militiamen with their
knapsacks on their backs and their rolled blankets worn bandolier-wise across
the shoulder; and the shouting and the clatter of boots and tin pannikins, and
then a tremendous and finally successful hissing for silence; and then some
political commissar standing beneath a huge rolling red banner and making us a
speech in Catalan. Finally they marched us to the station, taking the longest
route, three or four miles, so as to show us to the whole town. In the Ramblas
they halted us while a borrowed band played some revolutionary tune or other.
Once again the conquering-hero stuff--shouting and enthusiasm, red flags and
red and black flags everywhere, friendly crowds thronging the pavement to have a
look at us, women waving from the windows. How natural it all seemed then; how
remote and improbable now! The train was packed so tight with men that there was
barely room even on the floor, let alone on the seats. At the last moment
Williams's wife came rushing down the platform and gave us a bottle of wine and
a foot of that bright red sausage which tastes of soap and gives you diarrhoea.
The train crawled out of Catalonia and on to the plateau of Aragon at the normal
wartime speed of something under twenty kilometres an hour.

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